star, i wish you were still here. it's hard going through day to day without you by my side. someone to talk to, someone to vent to. no one can ever replace you... you're my best friend, in the past, in the present and for always....
i know you can hear me.. when i cry those silent tears. even then, some aren't so silent.. they're wails. i need you. i miss you.
i've been feeling sooo sooo alone in this world. you kept me going, you kept me trucking through.... and i wonder if i can make it without your voice to guide me.
i wish i was strong enough to carry you through your battles. as strong as you were to carry me through mine. only time can tell.
another year, another month, another day... i keep saying to myself.. is all the time i needed to tell you how i wished i was able to be the one to hold you above the clouds of sadness that drowned you.
i was your best friend, yet i failed at even that.. i should have been more. i should have heard your desperate cries. i should have ....
saved you in your time; silent cries of help, i misinterpreted. forgive me as i've forgiven you for not CRYING out to me. maybe i've heard the clues but didn't want to believe. we don't sugar coat. you should have told me. the way i tell you every day i hate living this way.
i want to feel the peace i felt when i died the first time. you were there. you knew. i was happy. i was in a warm place. i felt no pain. as i'm sure you feel no pain. i wish i were there with you... best friends.. as we always were.. in a happy place.. filled with no pain. only warmth. i'll love you forever. my best friend.. my only friend.
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So many glossed over conversations and serious statements buried under funny jokes and smiles. I pray for the clarity now to be there for every friend of mine who needs me - i mean, truly needs me to take their hand and fight their fight.
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