There is a lot of things that I wanted to say in "facebook whats on my mind" but it couldn't fit. So I'm going to say memories and etc about my love. Man you are my only ONE sister, my life, my rock, my soul, my FREAKING every!!! Why'd you have to go and leave me? I can't live without you and what am I gonna do now? You are an amazing person, friend, sister and of course amazing MOTHER. Shane is proud to be your son. Don't forget he loves you forever and forever. There are so many memories that will be in my mind, my heart. We had some, scratch that amazing and crazy times together. I really can't and don't want to believe that your gone :"( It feels like this is a whole bad dream and I can't wake up from. Also I feel like my heart got ripped out me and that I lost part of me. I am going to miss your laugh, your big smile, how you laugh (lol) and everything about you. You are so beautiful, you have a big beautiful heart, and you are just perfect just they way you are. Even though you say things that you don't like about yourself you are wrong sister. You are perfect and if people can't see that well fuck you and theres something wrong with you my friend. We had some crazy and hella fun times every time we were together. You wanted me to move in with you so every day would be existing and of course wanting her little sister there. [: I wish my mom would have let me >.< hehe. I know you have good friends and also some of them I met when I was little :P Like I said I met some and one of them is really a great friend/best friend who is Sara. You knew each other for like 20 years or more. I know you guys had ups and downs but who doesn't. lol. Sara I hung out with you sometimes and I'm glad I met you :D You are like my sister now. (a little chuckle). And you and my sister was just like peas in a pod. You took care of her when I wasn't there and that I'm grateful. I'm happy and thankful for you wanting to be there. When toki hung out with Manuel, Jose, Fabian you were even more happy and just, I don't even know how to explain it lol. But it was a good feeling, right love. You wanted to go back to Korea and I wanted to go with you as well so we can see how much things changed. Remember YOU were the one who introduced me to my first anime >.< It was ranma 1/2 and I feel in love with that anime. Also remember we would have anime nights! ohh that was fun. Don't worry I still am watching anime lol. I feel like I'm writing a book but I don't care, it's about my sister, my only one and only sister. NOW Star (hehe) and be bright as a sun where people gets blind by it and says (my eyes my eyes!!!!) You don't have to be in pain anymore love, be out there doing your thang (snap snap) lol. Speaking of pain, my sister doesn't take shit from NO BODY! She is a fighter and will have your love ones back. You know the storys. Rest In Peace my love,my heart, my beautiful, my crazy, my big dong ko, my monkey, my ninja, my toki, and my star. I will one day be re united with you and we will be back together and how things use to be. You will be in my heart, my mind, my soul, and you will follow me everywhere I go. I will never ever forget you ( well duhhhh your my sister). I still can't believe it but I have to. Don't forget to watch over me and let no one take shit. I LOVE YOUUUUU like crazy, I LOVEEE YOUUU like CRAZY. Be well and I will see you soon my everything. OHHH omg don't worry I am gonna take great care of shane, he is my only nephew.
Rest In Peace and I love you dong ko. muahh <3
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